Aint No Sunshine

I HATE being without her!!!

I got in a car accident Monday...........

Yes… I’m alright

However; my car…..

Let’s just say- critical condition

All I can say is that I feel so annoyed with everything. The guy at the body shop keeps asking me if I want to come visit my car while it’s getting repair- FOR WHAT?!?! And when exactly do you think I would find the time to do that? Cause clearly I have nothing to do with my time- RIGHT. AND STOP CALLING ME! Clearly- you are not my favorite person right now because of what you represent which is my broken car :tear:. If you really care about me seeing the improvement process, take a picture-k?

But on the flip side my claims adjuster has YET to call me back- how poetic.

I am up to my ears in academic ridiculousness from diagnostic reports, research presentations, soap notes (therapy notes), over due assignments that are FUCKING STUPID (how do you feel about your client's deficit; how do you think intervention will affect your life? WHY AM I WRITING THIS?!- DON’T YOU GIVE ME ENOUGH TO DO?!). Of course- all of these things are due at my academic institute-45 min ACROSS TOWN… Maybe I should invest in roller skates.

Some of you might be wondering why I don't rent a car- well guess who doesn't have renter's reimbursement on her policy?!?!?!?!

And although it's not my fault- I really have no desire to fight with that guy's insurance company about getting reimbursed... I'm currently using my old car (a standard-how do i do this again?...) that is still in decent shape- but I could easily run it into the ground driving as much as I do, and my father uses it regularly so I don't want to do that. But we do what we gotta do- and I'll have to be extra careful since I'm not on my dad's policy and it's his insurance covering my old car.

Can you tell I’m stressed?

And I’m sad too.

I just hate having to rely on others around me. I have to wait for the adjustor; I have to wait for the insurance of the person responsible, I have to wait for the other claims adjustor so that I can find out about getting a rental (which I probably won’t get because I don’t want to deal with the hassle of getting reimbursed by such a obscure insurance- Na.tionw.ide’s Vic.tori.a Insurance).

And then I get on to blog- my only sense of escape at this point; and it is currently UNAVAILABLE… nice- just what a girl needs.

All I want is my car back- so that I can get back to my overwhelming life

:sigh:

Tears

Positivity and optimism had always been my discipline; a learned art from a skilled teacher. I glided through quick sand (e)motions as if composed by duel H elements engorged by a solitary O. Sadness had no power here; until I was knocked, rocked, and deemed unlocked. It came as a drop, the drizzle condensing into one lone soldier who traveled as a scout to show others how to flow…. I wanted it to stop, but had no control because I.never.cried. So what do I do with this neological experience- Positivity and optimism had no place in this house of blues. So I just cried, until morning came; and light gave way the gift of yet another God gifted day

Thank you Lord for today~ I promise not to waste it like I did yesterday, and I pray you decide to help me find the way to make today my very best day… Amen